I’ve been very content lately.

I fucking hate everything so much

Today is horrible

Or you could just ignore me and make me feel like shit.

That works too I guess.

I really

really really hate goodbyes.

And I hate this situation that I’m in.

Who needs friends when you have the Internet?

我想着你。
I absolutely hate eating now

because it means I have to take my retainers out and eventually put them back in…. which is the most disgusting and unbearable thing ever

I feel like in actuality

you don’t care about me

you just play along with this because you take pity on me

Okay

that’s cool

All my friends can just ignore me, nbd.

#Ambivalence

#Cognitive dissonance

I’m just going to lay down and not do anything for the rest of the weekend.

Why

Why the fuck do I continue to try so hard when no matter what I do, the grades I get won’t be reflective of my effort or knowledge?

Time to stop giving a fuck and become a waiter or something for the rest of my life.

I’m not going to get into the college I want, and I’m not going to get into med school after undergrad because I’m just not good enough. 

I seriously don’t know why I bother.


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